Life is beautiful ; Life is miserable

Countdown to the end of 2011

2012-01-01T08:58:00.000-08:00

Today is 1st January 2012! The first time I go to Desa Park City at 12am for countdown. Although we are not that successfully watched the firework that held on Desa Park City, but truly the firework is beautiful and lovely ; got LOVE shape firework. :) *sweet !

i think this is the most beautiful firework that we can shown ! LOL

People always love to countdown for new year because the are actually craving for a new life ; new mood ; new year and hoping they can get whatever they cant get in past. So do I ! I like to countdown just to wishes the god can make my wishes successfully ! *praying !

And, yesterday i let them spray like a crazy people running here and there and at the end, the snow, bubble, and paper was stick on my shirt, my bag and my hair ! At 1st, i feel so childish and got a bit angry because without any preparation and make me that messy ! BUT , this is the enjoy moment with them ! They are truly awesome ; i never had stress with them !

Yesterday was the one of the happiness in my life ! :D

I love them :)

Happy NEW YEAR 2012 ! :)

2012 ；最后的一年？

2011-12-30T09:32:00.000-08:00

最近都过着无聊的生活；天天都只会玩吃谁。虽然很多人喜欢这生活，但我不是那么的享受。人就是那么的矛盾，得到了就不会珍惜。

我真的很希望我能跟勇敢，跟坚强的面对我的生活，不怕压力，好好的过一个普通女孩的生活。

成绩不好的话，能做什么？申请什么科目？去哪里读？

大了做什么？问号好多，不知道谁能回答我；好累好不开心。但能怎样？

也许我可以申请UTAR 读，但我就好像浪费了时间。

如果申请的话，读account ? economics ? business ?

我不知道；好烦好累。我真的很怕很怕但只能慢慢的等奇迹。

2012年就来到了；

我也开始要去做工了。心情也开始慢慢的害怕。

第一次慢慢介入大人世界的生活；

常常爸爸妈妈都说；你读的和你做的是完全不一样。

那，我能做好吗？有一个问号。。

但不管怎样，人还是要继续加油努力！

世界怎大也要挨过去！

加油吧！刘小惠！为了你的未来加油哦！:)

今天是最后一天2011年

祝福所有人能开开心心，平平安安的过新的一年 :)

Merry Belated Christmas Post ?

2011-12-26T09:49:00.000-08:00

spongebob with me ! woo , my current hairstyle ; messy -.-

Seriously, now i'm in a condition who sleepy , messy and hurry for calling someone just to say goodnight :D . I'm quite tired today cause of Family Replacement Day! Yeay , Its JUSCO again with my lovely mummy and sister ! ♥ HAHAHAH :P

I'm a shopaholic! :) I admit it ! *winkk :)

Finally i get myself a jeans and a dress for my Chinese New Year ! The colour is sweet orange and with black love ! I ♥ it so much !! Thanks to my sister willingly to give me such a dress. Hehe :D I guess most probably i'll wear it one the 1st day of Chinese New Year :) LOL .

OH YA ! My purpose of this post is reminding if one day i bored , i will re-read my previous post man ! Thats why , i need to recall back my 25th DEC 2011 :D.

Went to BBQ Plaza to had my lunch with peiying and jasmine. I started know why Korean people like to eat meat , especially beef. I don't eat beet but only chicken and pork. Btw, it is so tasty with the soup, the sauce and the process of barbecue-ing. HAHA :P I like to barbecue the meat. :D

Later, Qk joining us and we went to snap PHOTO. ♥ OUR favourite :)

LOL , picture tell everything man !

qiankai ; me ; jasmine

me ; peiying ; qiankai

like to took picture ; LOL , yellow teeth :(

do we look like spongebob ? i mean , the expression -.-

HAHAHA !

OPPS ! ♥

I purposely ; make it within 10 min before christmas eve arrive .

This is just a simple edited picture between you and me

We just together for the 2nd year ; Its good ! i ♥ it !! :D

♥ you. :)

Complicated

2011-12-26T09:44:00.000-08:00

I had a complicated feel within these few weeks. I learned a lot from this case and i earned a lot of inner experiance.

Worried Doesn't make use anything ; JUST stop thinking and be yourself !

Its time to show , who you really are in this reality world.

I pray ; i can make it well .

p/s : Imagination and reality is TOTALLY different .

unpredictable

2011-12-21T22:05:00.000-08:00

Life is unpredictable ; Human is selfish

I guess people always make themselves a worst decision if something really happen suddenly. No matter how hard the decision is , we have to make it so that people around us will be more happy and better. I know something really bad is coming. I never think it will happen in you. I feel so unpredictable.

I guess ; the only way i can do is give you support in mentality.

Good Luck and Stay Strong !

Feelings .

2011-12-21T06:23:00.000-08:00

Why people stay without LOVE can be happy ? I don't understand .

I'm shocked. I started to break my imagination that in this cruel world , no FAIRY TALE. I always believe ols people stories. No matter how they suffered , the hold the love strong until the end of their life. Sweet ! ❤

But now , in 2011 . i started to feel the love is no longer strong. People are getting more and more freedom . We all hate being controlled .I feel so sad to heard that . I pray hard and wishes NOTHING happen ! I PRAY !

I just want back the life you have been in part years .

PRAY ❤

24 hours outing :D

2011-12-18T03:25:00.000-08:00

Finally , I had cut my hair short. Many people thinks that my short hair doesn't suit me well and thinks that long hair will be more suitable for me. Well , no doubts that many this hair make me look ugly, but NEVERMIND ! I accept this hair to be me ! :)

before we go to mist and we snap photo at my house :D

terrible looking ? hahaha , whatever !

I had a 24 hours outing with my boyfriend and their gang with jasmine ! :) We went to MIST. Yeah ! The 1st time we went to club. we went there at 12am and many people is waiting outside the club . We are like stranger getting inside the club house and many people is stucking a small place and dance for it. At 1st I feel so strange but when you drink BLACK LABEL with Pepsi , you are HIGH and you would like to follow the music :) .

We back from that place at 4am .

Later we went to mamak and have some food in our stomach . When poeple drunk , we need to drink some hot stuff to make yourself feel better and we went to brian house for overnight :) . For sure , we sleep at 6am :)

oops , we look so ... hahaha

I woke up at 10.30am and i realised most of us had already awake ! We chit chat until 12 pm and we went to eat dimsum at pandan indah ! :) wayne follow us and we are enjoy the moment so much ! hehe xD . Later , we went back brian house and plan for watching MISSION IMPOSIBLE ! we all having chatime at cinema and the end , we back home around 10 :D

I like the outing and i enjoy a lot ! :D

a beautiful outing :)

Okay . finished my outing session :D

Chaoz everyone ! Byebye :)

End .

2011-12-14T03:29:00.000-08:00

Say END to FORM SIX

Sat END to year 2011 :)

STPM examination is finally finish from today ONwards !

Is finally finished the suffered and start my holidays soon ! :)

Celebrate my Christmas with happily . HAHAHA !!

2011-11-15T20:57:00.000-08:00

hey everyone ; in fact only few is looking at my blog xD

life is getting more stressfull and tiring .

exam was really in the corner and i really so scared and tired .

especially muet test and pengajian am .

anyway , just have to say ; goodluck low siu wai .

i keep on looking forward my life after stpm .

thinking going to singapore with family or enjoying my life with my friends was totally great !

this reallyy a bad thinking , well .. study hard babe ! :)

2011-11-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

那些年，我们一起追过的女孩

我爱上这个看是普通，却很感动很甜蜜的故事

不知道是不是就像现实生活的故事，高中的回忆往往让人留念，让人觉得幸福

也很悲伤，在戏院里的我哭了。

那五个男孩，就像说着友情，没有烦恼天天开开心心说他们平时的话题

用幼稚的方法折磨好朋友，

虽然故事了有点色，但不是我们高中天天都会谈到嘛？

高中的回忆，每人都怀念不是吗？

故事了的他和她都是美好的。

就像我们的回忆，偶尔也希望回到那些年的时光

谁都不会忘记你们自己的故事，应为都很美很美

我想，爱上这个故事的都会跟珍惜你们现在拥有的。

祝福你们，也让自己放个句号慢慢的过你们的人生

2011-10-27T09:23:00.000-07:00

picture really tell everything :)

I LOVE 26 OCT 2011 ; thanks for everything he made to me . i really appreciate it :)

We went to Pavilion at around 12.30 pm ; thanks to bob fetching us go to lrt hang tuah .

I had a perfect dating with him ; he really pampered me alot.

HE really love me ; me too :)

We went to watch "What your Number " ; at 1st i really think this movie is soooo ... 18sx !

HAHAHHA :D its only suitable for couple and i saw a couple sit beside us keep on kissing -.-

Wow ! hahaha :D

Later , we went to PapaRich for a tea ; and we need to wait until 9pm only can have our dinner

At 1st ; i really dont understand why we need to wait for 9pm ; he lied to me and said its good to eat dinner with me .. -.-

He wishes to give me a surprise ; but at the end . he giving me a half half surprise.

HAHAH :) thanks him for everything .

he really tried he best and i have a great day with them :)

Later ; we went to SOULED OUT :)

i LOVE that place ; awesome place ! :D

with peiying and jasmine ; and with 7 boys ! hahaha :D

see ? can't see ?

Using nikon to take but its too dare at there :D

with the boys and the girls :D hahahah :D

i love them ! thanks for everything :D

2011-10-14T08:16:00.000-07:00

sorry for keeping my blog dead

stpm is really around the corner ; i had try my best to study

but end up watching seunggi :D

he is MADLY awesome ! i love him SO much :)

recently i addicted in this movie :)

Not addicted ; but love

Protect the Boss xD

i love the girl :Choi Kang Hee and the boy : Ji Sung

sweet movie :D

Its terrible lovely and i love the character of the girl :D

HAHAHA :P

08 October 2011

My graduation for my Form 6 life :)

nothing much can talk ; picture tell everything :D

My life , get into another stage ! xD

bye UA1 :)

Bye xD

2011-09-17T03:40:00.000-07:00

LONGCHAMP ♥

The 1st BRANDED bag i get for my 19 years old birthday ♥

navy colour ; perfection ♥

Thanks sister ; you are the BEST :)

serioously i do feel my sister pampered us alot .

she bought me a branded bag when i'm just 19 years old .

the 1st time i get this and seriously i love it much !

** perhaps its is BRAND ! HAHAHA :p

trial just finish one week ago :)

result was totally sucks ; and the very 1st time i failed my maths !

yeay ; i feel so GREAT !

** just give me a gun and i will shot myself in front of you ! haih :(

STPM is just around the corner ,

i feel so scared and useless if i really get BAD result !

Its like wasting 2 years and get nothing .. really feel WTF :(

about my relationship ; currently i dont feel like in a relationship

perhaps the pressure is putting on me and i feel so tired of it.

just to be neutral and let it be;

as long as i'm really happy with my current situation

and ; thats it ! xD

well , just wish me goodluck and all the best

LOVE ; SIUWAI ♥

2011-08-31T06:04:00.000-07:00

today is 31th AUGUST 2011

Malaysia Merdaka Day ; Malaysia Raya Day ; Normal Day

yeay , today is merdeka ? I had a very very normal day today .

Just like today is a normal day , nothing special event or day for me O.o

HAHAHA :P HappY Merdaka Day :D

Trial just left 5 days .

i'm freaking tired and scared ; yet i'm still blogging and crap nonsense in my blog.

*sigh ! everyone was hardworking studying , how about me ?

*someone slap me please ! :(

i'm so tired ; everyone can give me a hand ?

i miss seunggi ; i miss lim ; i miss you :(

2011-08-29T09:46:00.000-07:00

trial is around the corner , left SEVEN days :(

the feeling was serioouslyyyy stress and depressed !

I dont know how would my result sucks , but just hoping i can do my best on it !

actually , i'm not in the mood of studying .

i keep on crazy about LEE SEUNG GI ♥

I know i told many times , but he is really mad awesome !

he is polite, lovely , cute , adorable , handsome , caring , and he is GREAT ♥

awww ♥ *oops ! :)

hee ♥

i'm sooo crazy on him! hoping he will act another drama with ShinMinAh ♥

HAHAHHA :P

year 2011 has going be end , this year was soooo different to me

the way has changed alot , and i'm sooo sad on it .

i'm going turn to 20 and its time to face the world seriously and cautiously !

i'm thinking , how am i going to survive in this world .

damn competitive and stressful !

sometimes, admiring an actor can let me relaxed !

YOU just have to think about him , stay in your imagination world for a while

be happy always and crazy on it :)

IT may lead you back to this world energetically :)

p/s : seunggi ! ♥

2011-08-27T07:37:00.000-07:00

recommend song again :)

i'm crazy ! crazy for LEE SEUNG GI

his song : will you marry me :)

i'm seriously addicted on him .

when he be the character on daewoong , he is sooo awesome

please wake me up :) NO ~ i'm love him ♥

losing my mind :)

AWESOME ♥

2011-08-24T07:04:00.000-07:00

gumihooooo ♥♥

my favorite couple and favorite lovely korean drama :)

i ♥ HIM , I ♥ LEE SEUNG GI

my imagination was seriously crazzyyy :)

i keep on watching and watching and watching !

awwww ♥

i love him seriousllyyyy :DD

♥ hoi hoi :)

p/s : i'm crazy , as usual xD

weeeeee ♥

2011-08-07T04:50:00.000-07:00

August is finally come :D

Start to being "part-time" mother in my house.

My mummy need to go to my sister's house for take care LUCIUS ♥

HE is cute and adorable HAHAHA :P

Housework was soooo tiring :(

Everyday was got a pressure on me.

On what time should i back home is all FIX

You wont enjoy much and keep on care about the house.

Is actually responsible to it :)

Hmm , Trial was around the corner

Suddenly felt that the time flies fast :(

i'm so scared of it ; some more the time was not enough for me.

HAIH :((

p/s : goodluck to me :)

2011-07-30T08:15:00.000-07:00

I start to back to normal .

The life that i like and i hope it will last forever ; BUSY :)

I love the feeling Of busy ; of course not busy until skipping meals ..

But , the feeling that systematic :)

Just like a robot xD

Recently i like to going for competition that organise by UTAR

With chunyau , chaisin and voonying

Although we are definitely lose in those competition , but its FUN :D

At least i wont think a lot of negative thing during the moment i'm FREE xD

HAHAHA :P

well , shall end here

Do remember to view my blog more often xD

我很笨

2011-07-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

i miss you dudeee xDD

我真的很笨。天天等天天等

但我在等什么？等你？等他？等自己？

我真的很想骂我自己在浪费时间的等你

等一个不可能等的时间，人，精神。。

醒醒吧

a short post , to remind myself for blog moreee :D

money

2011-07-23T02:58:00.000-07:00

" TO be totally unstressed is when we dead "

I agree with this statement ; my tears came out non-stop with stress

Who can really said he/she are not stress ? None !

My mind was stuck . totally stuck .

its kills me softly

Tears always drop in these few days.

i really wishes i can able to be happy with what i have

the feelings was so annoying and i'm sooooo tired with it.

I want go for a Karaoke session :/

Idk ; please do respect me

2011-07-21T05:21:00.000-07:00

I'm actually in a stress condition

My study is getting harder and harder and lots to revise

and yet , i'm still in a unpleasant condition .

I don't know how to continue my studies , my future , my life :(

Feel so lifeless , hopeless

I'm actually knows what i'm going to study .

But my result was extremely sucks ! how am i gonna tell you what i want to study ?

Let you laugh at me and persuade me ?

I Don't want MAN !

Just wait and see how my future will go :(

Sometimes , people do will wrong

Sometimes , people do will make mistake

But its doesn't means i'm stupid , doesn't mean I donknow how to make decision .

And , i do not influence by people ,

When i make mistake , i do hope you will give me some encouragement

Give me support and at least i feel someone is with me.

Will you do to me ? The answer is : NO , you never do this to me .

You say you understand what my situation , but you always said I'm not mature as you .

Although you walk the same path way as mine .

Doesn't mean i will have the same faith as yours.

我以为

2011-07-14T06:08:00.000-07:00

今天的我特别想用华语来表达我现在的心情

别人说，一个你喜欢的人很容易找到`，但一个你爱的人。会在吗？

我一直以为我真的找到了，　但他符合你的要求吗？

这，我不知道

会想起我们在一起那１年７个月的时间

还过得真快，你辛苦吗？

你应该蛮辛苦，应为你也忍了我很多次了

我该让你休息了好吗？

以为；真的会有人能读我的内心在想什么吗？

你说你能，是真的吗？

我的心很痛，但也麻木了。

吵架是真的很普通的事，但我麻木不是我们吵架

而是，你不明白我要的是什么。

我很累，我想休息

但，我不舍得

我是真的爱你，你也是

但，这不是我像要的

也不是你想要的，对吗？

celebration :D

2011-07-10T03:12:00.000-07:00

the night before going to bukit tinggi :)

Yesterday got a massive rally BERSIH on KL ; but we are going to bukit tinggi to celebrate and enjoy out life with beer ♥

i ♥ 709 xD

after steamboat :)

BEER TIME ♥

bLACK LABEL , RED WINE ♥ VODKA :)

seriously , i hate the taste of black label . it cost us rm170 but its taste damn bad .

Lucky we have coke to cover the suck taste . and vodka is tasty :D

the next day :)

we went to france village ♥

its beautiful and lovely :) picture tell everything ♥

i ♥ my trip :)

bye everyone xD

2011-07-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

oops ! favorite song ♥

HAHAHA :p i ♥ wedding seriously :)

Wedding is very precious for women . Every girl dream to be the main character in wedding. :)

Looks beautiful and happy at that moment ♥

HAHAH :P

My school was organise a blood donation today :)

I didn't attend it because my mummy not allowed :(

i wishes to donate actually ... HAHHA :P

Bersih 2.0

2011-07-04T06:26:00.000-07:00

recently my current situation was in a slowly mood -.-

The mood swing here and there , really has no idea on it .

I don't know why , my heart doesnt worry about my exam

Being lazy for this few weeks , not energetic as before , day-dreaming a lot and moody as always :(

I really had no idea what wrong with me .

Anyone can really tell me what wrong with me ? :(

Back to JULY

there'll be a massive rally on JULY 9 at MALAYSIA , Kuala Lumpur .

Its a rally from all over malaysian , malay chinese indian

I feel these massive rally will bring a pro and corn between men's and women's perception .

for me , i had really no idea what will happen on that day . How's would be that day ?

Hmm , hope these rally dont really happen .

Trip going to Bukit Tinggi to celebrate Brian birthday on JULY 9 :O

HAHAHA :p

Report card day :D

2011-06-29T19:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday picture :) HAHAHA :P

another lovely thursday :) ♥

Its my parent's Day :D

awesome , another day without any studiess xD

awww , sweet and happy ♥

no study :) just relaxed :D HAHAHHA xD awesome day :)

i miss my hair now :( haih .

sport's day :D

2011-06-29T05:10:00.000-07:00

Wednesday

Its our sports day :)

The first time being a photographer during sport day xD

The raining sport day :)

followed kahwang the whole day :)

actually become a photographer can be fun and enjoy ♥

The way he become a photographer really professional .

I see something that we should obtain during socialize with other people in different stage and different people :)

But , i enjoy today alot :) although the day was sooo tiring :)

2011-06-25T04:46:00.000-07:00

finally cut my hair. no different ? HAHAHA :P

whatever , as long as i like it xD

friendship :)

2011-06-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

I'm actually quite E M O . Don't dumb dude , actually I'm SAD to think back a lot of memories during secondary life . Hmm , friendship ; a word full of meaning . Being at this world for almost 19 years ; until now I'm still in a same situation . AGAIN , its about friendship :) .

Actually , who really understand what are friendship is ?

2011-06-04T22:43:00.000-07:00

i love this song much ♥

no dumbs , i love to sleep much xD

but at we grew older and older. many people said sleep is such wasting time

for me ; sleep was my priority :D

I LOVE SLEEP ; one day seven hours are not enough for me :D

HAHA :p

yesterday got another new experience for me :)

For the 1st time , i went to desa water park for fishing at the time 9.30pm -.-

seriously , the place was absolutely smelly , mosquitoes was like coming to you at ALWAYS

and its very EXPENSIVE -.-

but somehow, i learn alot from fishing. train to become more patient :)

quite awesome night .. maybe the night was so refreshing and i'm so enjoyed :D

I'LL definitely follow them again went for fishing :)

but , i will wear long pants and long sleeve shirt :D

HAHA :P

late post xD

2011-06-03T21:59:00.000-07:00

seriously , this movie was mad awesome :D ♥

The very 1st time i watch ghost movie was PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 2 :)

seriiously , although no story line but awesome ♥

maybe i'm just love to watch ghost story ?

LOL . i dontknow .

I become braver since i with the fucking boyfriend -.-

He bring me watch piranha , ghost story , play scissors and alot of crazy stuff :D

Seriously thanks to my fucking boyfriend for letting me know : i'm insane in this kind of movie actually :D

look like phantom HAHA :P

INSIDIOUS : another mad movie that i watch with my peiying ♥

HAHAHA :P

we went to VIVA MALL and it was at night -.-

only 10 person went to watch this movie and i'm freaking scared !

the terrible thing is : the AIRCONE AT MBO cinema scared me too !!

it will move from left to right . and is freaking freeze me !

you know ~ something like ... when you watching this kind of movie.. LOL

yesterday i went to peiying house overnight ♥

due to no water at my house for 2 days . haih , suffer :(

but i was happy and enjoy during the night with her xD HAHA :P

i love this ♥

buy me one pleaseee :D

what i really need ; you never understand

2011-06-02T23:05:00.000-07:00

What should i need ? I don't know .

You never understand what i want . YOU never !

Maybe the way we communicate is really a big problem .

I think i will never ask anything for you anymore.

Because , you never do it for me.

YOU not a god

Me too either

Done :D

2011-05-21T09:05:00.000-07:00

finally my blog is done :)

pretty and lovely blog ♥♥

Will upload more and more photos ~

memorable and pretty , awesome friends and memory with them .

especially my plkn friends .

seriously , they accompany you for 3 months without your parents

We care each other just like parents when the moment you need them.

Although it is kinda impossible to meet back them , but the memory still with me ♥

I really appreciate my friends .

Don't you ?

XOXO

2011-05-20T10:54:00.000-07:00

Changed my blogskins =)

Pink and Black ; Perfect ♥

Change everything , even you and me =)

*will upload more photos teeheee xD

dont worry xD

Exam is going halfway .

After exam , its another bright future and lovely holidays xD

Teeheee ♥

seriously , i ♥ this picture so much

We look nerd ; yet sweet ♥

who are you in front of your parents ?

2011-05-14T08:21:00.000-07:00

I LOVE my PARENTS :)

Do you love your parents ?

What do they do to you when you small ?

They love you , care you , play with you , fool with you , never scold you and protect you

Eat whatever things that they cook .

Wear anything that they buy and always tell them what you saw, hear and knows . :)

Isn't everyone do the same thing during childhood life ? :)

Awesome memory right ?

They buy you this and that , bring you here and that , never ever say NO to you when you small .

But , why when you grow bigger and bigger

You started abandon them in house , never eat what they have cook for you

Never talk to them how stress your life , never care them as they care you much .

You started to scold them , dislike them , think them as a burden .

and always SAY NO to them :(

Is this another way to retreat your parents ?

Appreciate your parents as what they appreciate you .

truly and sincerely ; Siuwai ♥

random :D

2011-05-07T08:04:00.000-07:00

Exam time next week 18th May 2011

I didn't study that hard , please dont blame is get a bad result

Mother's Day coming this Sunday 8th May 2011

Preparing to have a wonderful day on Mother's Day

Love you lots mummy :D

Ekiden Run on 29 May 2011

Run and Run , cannot keep fit this year :(

Gathering on June :D

Hope it will success

Busy Busy and busy . I'm enjoy :)

Goodluck everyone xD

Saturday :)

2011-04-23T05:04:00.000-07:00

Its me ! I ♥ this picta :D

I look cute and pretty . without my face ! HAHA :P

oops :D

I have a quite wonderful day recently .

Full with ♥ :D

Studies is no matter a problem . Its is Fact now .

I still got ONE month to cope with all my LOVELY subject :D

Happy right ? Goodluck everyone ♥

Relationship between all my dear , friends , girls , brother , sister and classmate was great :D

I really don't know whether i thanks to the god ?

Because of a stupid incident so i be forced come to school on saturday and seriously i'm glad to come today :D p/s : Is only today :D

If i didn't come , i would miss such a beautiful memory between my classmate :)

We take our group photo for the 1st time ?

Using DSLR ~ hahahaa :D

quite funny when the moment we took those picture . we are damn HIGH and enjoy :D

The moment i'm happy because we are so coorperate ! xDD

yeay ~ its another perfect school day .

We play all primary games in front of all form , in fact we are the oldest but we are sooo childish :D

omgggoshh ♥

i really like this day ! Thank kiuuuu XDDD

UAI 2010/2011

eeling , yanyan , me , chaisin and liwei :D

oops ! me and puikuan . and and ~ kiensiong behind us ^^

kahweng me and yeeling xDD

OOps :D i will let dear killed me ! HAHA :P

photo tell everything :D

steamboat :D

2011-04-17T07:02:00.000-07:00

just imagine i ate steamboat for both days

Fat right ? :(

I ate steamboat for today and yesterday .

Just finish my muet exam .

Unfortunately when the moment i exam mu muet . i fall sick :(

feel cold and not feeling well at all .

well . i suppose need to re-take my muet paper .

my writing has lost 40 marks ! :(

forget about it . just enjoy my life before my midyear come !

i ate with my girls on saturday night :)

we talk and crap and laugh out loud .

Damn happy with them , with no stress and talking alot of secret xD

HAHA :P

Sunday :D

Another steamboat with my UA1 girls .

For the 1st time , with my form 6 girls . i'm quite relieved .

We had steamboat last time. but the time. i'm damn stresses .

Ughh~ no need to crap all those fucking thing already.

It is good to talk good thing at good moment :D

the 1st time i out with them . so callec "3 bou" ~

haha :D

great xDD

well . no picture upload here :D

see at my Facebook xD

rejection

2011-04-09T06:21:00.000-07:00

Accept it . Rejection start from early age

I believe , i accept it to face alone

Be more optimistic :)

1/10 has finished :D

2011-04-06T06:37:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone :D

Life are getting more harder and harder .

I was on my MUET test now ~

Four component , only Speaking sessions has finally over :)

Thanks god ! The questioned i managed to speak well and i get a pretty marks :D

Next Saturday I need to battle with the other three component ..

Hope that my other component wont that bad :)

Four Subjects are suffering to me :(

Last time 9 Subjects are not that stressful , but ..

I was wonder as we grew older and mature , Isn't our are going lazy and unable to cope with all this ?

I was totally stress and no idea with it .

Or , SPM standard really that low until i need to so suffer on my STPM ?

okay ~ whatever .. i don't need so care right ? :D

Today went to watch movie with him :)

Just Go With It ; Hawaii ♥

You know what ? This is the awesome comedy movie :D

Jennifer Aniston was SO pretty ! I really felt she is so great and sexy !

Although she is kinda Old ~ but she is so awesome ! :D

I just wishes to be like her .. gorgeous and hot ~ hahahaha xD

LIfe cannot be plan well in my opinion..

plan and plan .. but it doesn't really work on me .

So , why dont i follow the faith ?

maybe everything go more smoothly if i let the god help me to choose :D

it doesn't matter :)

2011-03-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

Hello , time for me to wrote anything :D

Life are so far so good , still counted as a good condition :)

Yesterday went to jogoya and having a great buffet with them :D

2 girls with 7 boys .. as usual as we are that insane ! HAHA :P

Muet exam is just around the corner .

2 more weeks Muet will be sucessfully killing me :(

Last two week exam for trial i only get band three ; and because my reading pulling me down !

sigh !! hoping the real one i able to do the best ! :D

Talking about my real life .

Kinda lonely and stressful . friends are busy with their college-mate and assignment.

Sometimes i do feel i'm abondan by them , but seriously i cant even think that so~

Its my time was full with my studies~

I had no time to enjoy . too much input i should be in my brain and no time for relax!

But , I'm able to be happy :)

I actually going more maturity and still in the progress to know the world well :D

And i experience what the feeling i think for my sister since i small .

When i form 2 , i ask before my big sister one silly question .

I ask : why you never go out with your friends but keep on going out with me ?

And now ; i realise what my sister felt and i know what the silly answer are :D

Good friends are important ; Best friend are not necessary :)

so , we do really appreciate the life and be happy :)

:D ; :(

2011-03-21T06:49:00.000-07:00

school reopen today . feel so terrible early in the morning .

i just don't hope to wake up from my bed . Its cold and i'm freezing .

HAHA :P

Reach my school as usual do my homework . quite tiring

keep on put a lot of input in my brain ! HAHA :P

Back home at 4pm as usual too.

Daddy had back from Pulau Tioman :D

He is sooo Black and skin sooo healthy ! hahaha :)

I drove car too !

Actually i wishes to drive long time ago , however .. others factor that cause me only can drive when my daddy beside me ~ -.-

Sound so ridiculous that I'm already 19 , don't know how to drive ..

Walk from school to my the busstop whereas everyone driving to school :(

I wishes to do so too !

But unfortunately , I'm stupid and I dont want to make more burden to my parents ..

Hmm , maybe one day i can drive car went out ~

Waiting for the day :D

Alright ~ shall end here :)

splash !

2011-03-17T08:39:00.000-07:00

pour me cold water please !

let me wake up everytime and everyday that i'm fighting with my stpm :0

too much of stuff is waiting me :(

sigh !

Wish to say regrets , but I wont give up until the last day of my stpm exam !! ><

Holidays although sucks , but one most happier moment is with him ♥

Another bright day with him today :D

Dont laugh at me please , saying truth :D

My friends are like abandon me and homework make me feel so tired and lifeless.

But , everything changed when the moment i with him ♥

I dont know why , too much of negative view surrounding me and i feel so stressed:(

So, although only can with him for few hours . but its more than enough ! :D

Nothing can be perfect .

Even your life ! :)

took it when the moment we went for dinner near my house ♥♥

cute isn't ? HAHA :P

i miss you and ♥ you :D

Thanks you for being together with me so many days :)

worst

2011-03-16T05:46:00.000-07:00

i hate this holidays ~

no one is willingly or free to accompany me.

even him

everyone is busy with assignment , homework , and lot more ~

I know everyone was not willingly to be disturb with homework .

but , i really soooo boring and i cannot stand with it .

sigh !

homework time :(

HOlidays :D

2011-03-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

just end my monthly test and i'm so concentrate with it.

although monthly test but i still dont know how to do :(

sad ! mostly marks below 60 :(

and the most bad is ,

i failed my mathematics!

HAHAHA :P 1st time i failed my maths ! :D

kinda proud of it ! LOL

Holidays for one week

need to have a BiG relax !

although he is sick and cant accompany me

but i still hoping going a place and have fun :)

p/s: please bring me a place to relax ! :D

To : a girl who hate me to the max :)

2011-03-04T06:19:00.000-08:00

I had a trouble in my current school .

I had let a girl who hate me and she felt that my attitude got a lot of problem that make her hate me much :)

attitude really brings a lot of effect to human.

the moment you felt that his/her attitude is trouble ~ the particular person is having a big problem to stay in that circumstance

terrible,i'm one of the person and i admit .. its really suffer :(
if like that , Hate me more :D

No one is perfect , even me and you :)

wishes to tell you my feelings , but you wont appreciate it

So , Hate me more ! :D

I am great :D

2011-02-26T04:02:00.000-08:00

my phone currently :D

bought it since last week and i really enjoy it the phone :D ♥

i love the keypad much :) hehehe

my life is going to another stage of life.

time management become very important to me now.

Now i'm mature enough to not to know everything and do anything that i should do !

be prepare to face the world as you feel that the world is so reality . :(

okay :) share my picture time :)

do we look cute ? haha :P

i ♥ you :D

2more days

2011-02-12T07:48:00.000-08:00

i ♥ this picture :D

WE look so sweet , isn't it ? :D

Using Iphone4 , one of the application to take this picture :D

the application called "lomo-lomo" :D

nice and fun :D HAHA :P

LONG time didn't upload my blog

I'm not busy , but just nothing to write about it :)

Life are so far so good :D

My relationship are getting closer and great :D *especially you . hehehe xD

Study are normal , and my mood still havent reach yet , during CNY :)

Saturday , Awesome Day with them ♥♥

Today i went to my form6 friends to painian :)

Went there only until 2.45pm only :(

Have to go to jasmine house at 3pm

but i reach jasmine house at 4pm -.- haha :D

I drank tiger beer and gambling at jasmine house until 10pm :D

omgoshh ~ how bad am i :D

HAHA :P

2 more days is my 2nd year Valentine's day with him ♥

I'm waiting with full of hopeness :D

I ♥ you :D

happy CNY ♥

2011-02-04T00:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CNY everyone ♥

hehehe xDD


My family

♥

2011-02-01T06:37:00.000-08:00

♥ , sweet us ! hehehe :)

long time picture :D last friday we took at times square ! That day we went for a movie :)

watch Homecoming ! hehehe ♥

currently i had cut my fringe!

back to mushroom again -.- haha !

i don't know everytime my hair will back to mushroom when CNY is around !

maybe it brings me prosperity ? hahahaha xDDD

Old picture !

i ♥ this picture ! although my smile got bit fake ! LOL

Happy CNY everyone :)

Happy Birthday :)

2011-01-27T06:23:00.000-08:00

A gang of buddy that full of happiness and rudeness ! LOL

Happy Birthday Gavin Lee Kang Lun !♥

okay ! that us :)

pretty us xDD although all people eyes were red ! just like ghost -.-

haha :))

I had a wonderful night yesterday !

I sang for 5 hours non-stop and i'm mad for it !

There have around 14 person in the room , but only qiankai and me the only who really sing ! LOL

**just joking ! teehee xDD

back to today !

I'm tired and didn't sleep well this recently ! *i think :(

Headache quite often and heavy all the time !

Maybe i do not have the mood to go to school , so i decided to skipped my last day before holidays coming :)

anyway people ! Happy CNY ♥♥

Cooler Than Me

2011-01-24T06:50:00.000-08:00

Mike Posner - Cooler Than Me :)

awesome song! enjoy my lovely stalker ! xDD

An officially bright time i had this few days :D

perhaps i found this song ! ♥♥

I heart this song much , its brings me feel sweet and relax ! haha :D

I no more felt stressed just what i felt those past days!

Homework still cannot finish on time :(

But

I'm just a normal person who been love by everyone ♥

Life still need to On neither you sad or happy , so why don't be happy ? :D

p/s : be happy ♥

Blackberry ♥

2011-01-24T02:50:00.000-08:00

okay , recently addicted with blackberry :)

I don't know what type i should choose, bold ?curve ? Aww ♥

awesome ♥

my wish on year 2011 :)

wait me !

more picture will be upload soon between my form6 friends! teehee xDD

Unpredictable

2011-01-20T00:14:00.000-08:00

the only sentence for me : just stay strong :)

Well, recently my feelings really out of my control.

Sometimes I will cry non-stop once my mother scold me with no reason !

Just like everything been fate and I'm the one who let them release the anger :(

But this all is my perception , maybe they think opposite side with me and i had no idea what they thinking.

I'm scared :(

Everything just out of my control and i really don't know how to cope with it !

But SiuWai : Stay Strong! ♥

Perception

2011-01-19T03:12:00.000-08:00

When i aged at 4 , i was been told by my sister to do my homework neatly

I follow it , if not i will be punished :(

When i aged at 7 , i was been told by my sister to be independent and study hard

I follow that , since my class all are good in study .

When i aged at 9 , i was been told by my sister to learn how to take public transport

i learn , because morning section i have to back by myself

When i aged at 10 , i was been told by my sister to protect myself if stranger caming to me

I listen and I protect myself using my own way

When i aged 12 , i get 2A's for my UPSR , my rewards was just a coca-cola drink and Ice-cream :)

When i aged 13, I failed my sejarah for the 1st time, I been told by my sister to not failed anymore because sejarah is easy !

I do ! i dont life see red pen in my prestasi book :)

When i aged 15, my form 3 reached , i never failed any of my subject , get num 1 in my form 3 class . Get 4A's in my PMR :) Get Rm200 as rewards

When i reach form 4 ,

I been told by my sister that i should take art-class but not science class

At the end , i went to 4 Baiduri , 1st class in Art

When i aged 17 , from 5 life ended .. Get 8A's in my SPM

I was been told to study Form 6

At last i went to form 6 and tell everyone that i want go for form 6

i entered form 6 , i can reduce the cost and go to local university for better future.

aged 18 , being reward a computer for my SPM result.

i want to buy laptop but

I was been told by my sister to buy notebook , and i bought it .

Feel very useless that i born until 18 years old already.

everything was just planned and i cant even do any decision .

Tears do came out last few night ! I'm stressed and depressed! :(

But you all probably wont know because you think I should listen to your advise !

I have to obey and no rejection :(

everything i do was been told and advise for my sister.

i had no choice ! but maybe this is for my own good.

but you all cannot blame me stupid right ? i dont have any decision that make by my own :(

i'm stupid ! is you don't let me fall down and wake up by my own.

p/s : expressed everything here , i dont want bring out of my blog :(

:D

2011-01-16T01:23:00.000-08:00

nothing happen recently towards to me :)

I'm still happy goes lucky all the time :D

although my study life are hard all the time , but let's enjoy my 18-19 years old life!

its like everyone should remember what were the thing we should be enjoy !

haha xDD

CNY is around the corner !! xD

I'm waiting with Valentine's Day :)

p/s: Girls who are in age 20 and above , please make up to respect people !

Isn't true ? -.-

school life

2011-01-05T05:07:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone !

actually my blog is dead for everyone , and actually no one realise i got a blog because i didnt pop up in my facebook ! hehehe xDD ♥

I didnt want let some people disturb and what i wrote before is just my life , everyone should know how to respect right ? xD

My school life is so boring !

yeah , i had already planned how to survive in my current school.

As usual, my life are so far so good in that school.

the food is usual bad taste , the ladies are still the smelly , the class is still that broke , the people are still the same and the only thing changed is , I became more mature and more happy in my class!

hehehe ♥♥

awesome right UA1 ?

I have a lot of fun with my friends ! ♥

although my school life are so stressed because my exam just around the corner :(

yeah , going to have a presentation on February , trial for muet paper on March , actual on April , midyear on June , trial for stpm on September and my actual stpm in on November -.-

Apart from that , coriculum every week and need to do alot of activity for my club

sport everyweek monday and need to make preparation on may for Lower Six Form

woaaa! i'm going insane soon !

anyway ! God bless me please !! :) thanks ! ♥♥

Happy New Year 2011

2010-12-31T21:04:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the perfect ending for my 2010 year ♥♥

Its really awesome and fun ! ♥

I'm so satisfied for yesterday , although many things are uncontrolled :))

Went to greenbox at 2pm - 5pm

Keelim and kanglun came at 3pm due to traffic jam

Later qiankai go to work , we went to wongkok to have lunch.

Later , went to baskin robin and we saw puijing with his boyfriend ! haha ♥

After finish our baskin robin , peiying have to back home and left 3 of us !

Boy shopping timee ! LOL .

Thomas join us at 8pm :)

Went to giordano and buy pants ! unpredictable is, i saw back my working friend , hafiz! hehehe ♥♥

He still working at giordano ! LOL . haha xDD!

Then , went to G2000 to buy Polo T-shirt because it is 50% discount ! ^^

Lim bought 2 piece and Kanglun bought 2 piece ! hehe xD

Then , went to Starbucks and have their drink !

10.30 7 of us went to Hakka Fan Dim and have our dinner ! -.-

11.30 qiankai came and join us and we go to countdown ! hehehe ♥♥

poeple are so high went the time still got 10 second !

wooo ! Happy New Year everyone !! ♥♥

but many malay pigs throw the cans and many poeple are injured ! :(

saw a girls bleeding at her head ! pity her !

12.45am
we stuck in the traffic jam and 1.25am only reach oldtown taman midah ! LOL

we drink until 2.30am and gavin fetch me back home ! hehe xDDD

awesome day ! ♥♥

I ♥ This Day ! :)

Happy 2011 Year Everyone ! ♥

next ? School reopen soon TT

Merry Christmas 2010

2010-12-25T06:55:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone :D ♥

I've gone through sad and happy this year :)

Life really ridiculous ! Actually it is unpredictable ! We should be prepare all the time -.-

Life cannot be as smooth as you thought and no one who cant stop things happen.

It just out of my control and i really feel it mess up everything !

One word : Careless

It brings my mood from top to bottom on my Christmas Eve.

I feel sorry to my girlss that i cannot attend to the steamboat and overnight.

I feel sorry to my sister that i had lost her jacket

I feel sorry to my boy because we do have a unhappy day on our 1st year anniversary :(

Feel sorry and ridiculous that I spoiled my mood and I cry without my control ! :(

Anyway :)

Happy 1st year Anniversary ♥

Christmas Day ♥

Another Awesome Day with him ! I'm so touched and happy

He came to my home and bring my breakfast come.

guess what ? it is porridge with you tiao ! :D

my favorite ! teeheee xDDD

Later we went to KLCC and wanted to watch Gulliver's Travel :)

After that , bought a slipper to my boy :)

And we end up eating my dinner at Nando''s :) ♥

Actually we wants to have out dinner at Chillis , but too bad ; people mountain people sea

We have to waited for 40-50 minutes only get out seat ! -.-

Wasn't crazy ?

It is perfect to have a dating like this :)

Thank You for Santa that give me an memorable Christmas Day !! :DD

♥♥

Today is an awesome day

I'm sure more to come right ?

p/s : thanks for everyday ♥

coming :)

2010-12-23T07:50:00.000-08:00

I'm freaking exciting and happy now.

The feeling is like waiting something that only happen once in my life.

Its our 1st year anniversary and Christmas Eve 2010 ♥♥

I'm wondering how it is .

The 1st time i celebrate both together with my boy and my girlss :)

Maybe it wont be perfect , but it is memorable ! :)

Year 2010 , perfect year ♥

2009

still remember my Christmas Eve and Christmas day was wasted by working :(

and something has disturbed me and turn my mood and feel so sad and distressed.

but mood has gone to cheerful when i spoke "yes" ♥

still remember the situation ?

you look like silly in phone and we spoke until 2am :)

sweet and memorable ! xDD

And now , the another year and same day will come very soon

Hope it is my best day ♥

I'll remember through my heart and I'm sincerely hope my dearest Santa hear my wishes ♥♥

I ♥ Christmas Day

I ♥ 24th December every year

p/s : I ♥ you boy xD

Awesome Gathering !

2010-12-16T07:48:00.000-08:00

Awesome day :D

A gathering day with my dearss :D

only 8 of us are going out :D

Went to yongguang early in the morning with cheyan :)

We do some homework and chit-chat :)

Long time didn't go to there , feel the taste not as good as before -.-

2.30pm , went to sg.wang meet peiying and shingying

Went to xian ding wei & pastamania for their lunch

shopping around sg.wang and farenhait!

And , i bought a shirt and a cute accessories :D

*wink ! still need to buy a CNY pink dress xDD

We went to Outback for our dinner

Expensive steak but tasty :)

They like to eat raw meat , but i don't even dare to try ! LOL

anyway , we had a wonderful day :DD

16 December 2010

Happy day :)

hey , Home :)

2010-12-12T22:47:00.000-08:00

currently at Bandar Mahkorta Cheras ! :D
overnight at my sister house
Due to too boring staying at home and no one willingly to date with me or maybe something that block me to go for an outing
I willingly came to my sister house although I'm alone :)

haha ! sound so pity -.-

I'm enjoy ! :D
Become a house keeper and do whatever I want :)
open air-con and watching television
online and listen to my favorite songs
doing homework with my Mood On :)

Hmm , maybe i will came here more frequently .
Helping my sister and mother
and , at least i wont felt bored here :))

:D shall end here ! bye poeple xD

tired

2010-12-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

seriously , my mood was Down now
I don't know who i can find to talk :(
stressed and depressed , I'm tired.. Do you know?

I always angry in front of you
Do you tired keep on want me to happy ?
I'm sorry for my selfishness :(
But you dont really understand me.

p/s : tearing and insane.

open your eyes

2010-12-08T10:50:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to peiying and my brother :) ♥♥
wish you all happy birthday and happy always :D
goodluck and enjoy your day :)

now is 9 December 2010 , 2.55am in the morning :)
i don't want to sleep so fast because my holidays will gonna finish in 3 more weeks.
hmm , its sound so fast and merry Christmas is around the corner ♥♥
Omgoshhh ! i ♥ Christmas :)
Its brings me a lot of sweet memories with my boy ♥

I don't know how am i going to celebrate my Christmas , but I do hoped Santa Claus brings me happiness :)
Do you believe Santa Claus ?
I do :) and i hoped Santa can brings me happiness during Christmas Day every year :)
teehee! :D

____________

p/s : Actually I'm sad

I dont hoped to stay in this awkward situation :(
Santa Claus , help me , help my family :(
Hope this will going be fine !

Throw away please ! :(

2010-12-07T10:45:00.000-08:00

We born to faced challenged that in front of your step
not to faced your PAST

06 December 2010 ♥
Today is a beautiful day ♥ . 1st time I overnight at my sister house :)
Before that , I with my 2nd sister went to shopping and seriously I'm a shopaholic! :D
Drink Starbucks , shopping Times Square and Sg. Wang
bought 2 short pants and a small bag :)

Looking for clothes and pink dress ♥♥
teeheee! :))

07 December 2010
Today we not seem very happy :(
something has happen and we had a big argument :(

To : YOU
I know you are so frustrated and sad . People always have a lot of problems that cannot be settle or maybe some memories that make you so unhappy until you fed up right ? All people included me do so but we are human being. We cannot denied that we always have to hide the real one to everybody . Think about it ..No one will understand us except our parents isn't ?

I'm not saying that you wrong or right
I just felt you are selfish and you just think yourself . Cant you just refresh back sweet memories that we , as a family have in the past 20 years ?
You always think back the bad one , isn't you feel suffer and tired ?
Not only you , me either have those memories .
Age like 5 or 6 let people beat like hell just a small matter and you have to stop crying immediately right ?
But if you didn't have this kind of memories , you wont learn and know how to protect yourself for being bully anymore :)
isn't so terrible the memories ? :)
The only wrong you should admit is , you had broken someone heart
NOT one person , but the whole family :(

p/s : i do hoped you will change !

Think positive side please ! You are awesome ♥

28 days more ; 4 more weeks !

2010-12-05T09:41:00.000-08:00

today is 6 December 2010 , 1.46a.m.
18 days more is my Anniversary with boy ♥ :)
19 days to Merry Christmas
24 days to New Year Eve
25 days more for us going to year 2011 ♥
28 days for me back to my school life :(

sound so terrible!
how can it be ? :(
everyday rotting at home and feel lazy wake up everyday !
feel free will helping my mum take care the baby
life so easy and lifeless ! -.-

sigh ! hoping not everyday rotting at home.
please , bring me to a trip ! :(

people ; love me more :D

2010-11-30T07:53:00.000-08:00

changed song one more time.
i guess i really have a lot of time to waste XD
every time when i online , sure i will open my blog and wrote something.
but , i really had no idea what should i wrote ! -.-

haha XD

one week only meet up my boy once .
he is so busy with his study and he gonna exam soon .
feel so sad because i always disturb him anytime he is busy.
but what can i do ? i feel bored :((

Bye November , hello December

2010-11-29T05:46:00.000-08:00

as time past , we grow older and older
not our aged of course , is our mentality and we became mature !

one more month year 2010 will disappear in the world
it only appear in our memories and our mind
flashback what did you do in this year 2010
are you happy with your 2010 year ?
I'm :)
seriously , i ♥ lots my year 2010

lovely year ♥
the year i found my ♥ with my stupid boy
i went to NS and have a lots of lovely and nice memorriess !!
i study at cochrane and know a lots of friends
grow bigger and going out night whenever i like :)
and i feel like i ♥ more my famillyyy :D

beautiful year ever :D
oops , i'm not showing off right now.
but i really love my year and my life.
teeheee! :DD

and now i hope to see back my ns friends ! :(
they are awesome ! ♥♥
still flash back alot of nice memorries with them.
i really want to meet them and have fun with them :)

but hope means hope.
its hard to realise :(

=)

2010-11-25T06:24:00.000-08:00

Here I'm , writing nonsense again !

Recently keep staying at home and watch sport .
diving , archery , athletics , badminton , football , squash , and gymnastic .
I don't know why i LOVE so much to watch it . Its so awesome ! ♥♥

but people always have a good and bad perception .
did you ever realized ?
we always said how bad how bad Malaysia are, even always said Malaysia tak boleh
but why so many people purposely go and watch LeeChongWei although they have a mindset said he cannot be the champion ??
weird right ? maybe people love to psycho themselves so that they hope malaysia win ?
haha XDDD
we get 9 medal gold ! wooww ~ i feel so proud wei especially i watch squash and diving :D
they were so great and unbelievable he or she is came from Malaysia ! :D

bad perception again ! :)
seriously i weird with our mind.
maybe we born with so special country so we always look down on our country once they compete with others? huh ?
question marks again :DD

end of my sport story =)

oh ya ! I doing something new recently
hiking the saga hill with qiankai and jasmine.
i don't know how tired and pain my body
every part of my muscle was pain like hell :(
but every time when i flashed back the viewed , it so deserved XDD
<3 next monday is out another date ! :DD

haha :DDD

my holidays was full of activity and I'm so enjoy with it.
I always want to become the cheerful person with no worriess :D
however , i know it is difficult
but i like to try my best XD

so , do you ? :D

hey
jealousy doesn't worth anything =)
p/s : learn from what you have , appreciate XD

I ♥ everyday

2010-11-18T06:54:00.000-08:00

I ♥ my holidays :)
FUN and RELAX :DD
at least i can avoid to see people that i hate :)

having fun with lots of people nowadays :)
having FUN with my dear as we always sweet and happy :DDD
Enjoy with my form6 friends !
together go and do some charity and we celebrate birthday together!
wow ! i get a new skirt as presents :D
thanks so much yea !

1st time i going out with y.pui kuan , eeling , liwei them
although we are in the same school , puikuan even same class
but this is the 1st time ♥♥
haha :)

anyway , i ♥ everyday

yes ? No ? i dont know ~

2010-11-17T06:50:00.000-08:00

I get my result BADLY :(
getting harder and harder and i dont even know how to cope with it.
but i dont want to know anymore.
i want to have fun :DDD

yeah , seriously i really had no idea after my holidays
I cannot imagine how bad were my result if i dont start from now
omggggg
i wanted to faith ! :(

i got around 50 days holidays~
let me roughly count, i think 1and a half month not enough for me right ?
i mean, the time not enough to distributed with so many thing!
you know what . whole bunch of homework and waiting for me and i need to revise everyday -.-
OMG ~ i dont want man! ><

uhhh .... i cannot stand this anymore.
shall sleep for a perfect night and having fun with my friends :DDDD
goodnight people ! <3

一次

2010-11-15T07:09:00.000-08:00

第一次
我写华语，可能会写错
希望你们别介意哦 :)

不知道为什么突然想用话语写
很多时候都会觉得人生从满很多很不可适宜的事情
很多人说我走了一个很难得路
也有人说我会后悔也会很辛苦
我。。开始觉得了:(
好累好累，好难好难
不知道我能撑多久

但放心
希望它能让我喜欢上它 ♥
我妈说：一次的失败不代表你永远都失败，跌倒了就该爬起来，不应该要别人来帮。你大了，也该懂事了。不用再想做小孩了。。
听了，我有点心酸
我真的大了，突然觉得很无助
但也不能怎样，累了偶尔躺在妈妈暖暖的肩膀，诉诉苦就好了♥
有时真的很想爸爸那么的坚强
爸爸天天在外面赚钱养家，但没说过如何的辛苦
只是笑笑面对世界面对生活
开始觉得爸爸渐渐变老了，突然好想我爸爸
说着说着泪往下流 ... 好笨哦 !! 哈哈 :)

开开心心面对应该是最好的方法
真的很希望我能够坚强和勇敢
小惠，加油加油 :)
你们，加油加油
一起朝着目标和理想一起走吧
亲爱的，爱我的人，喜欢我的人，恨我的人，认识我的人
大家加油 ^^

我爱妈妈，我爱爸爸 ♥♥
我爱我的家人

I ♥ my BLOG

2010-11-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

I <3 MY BLOG :D
The place where I can TALK non-stop :)

I always hope my blog can blocked someone
I hate people came in my world without my permission
I only allowed my dears' to have a look on my blog .
After viewed , keep it silence or forget what i wrote on my blog ♥♥

I know every time i wrote the same thing in my blog.
I put all my bad expression in here
people thinks that I'm so SAD :(
actually i DON'T :)
I just express my feeling's that kept for long time ago so that i won't be mad so soon :D

sound so stupid hah ?
maybe , but i like the way ♥

I don't like to talk problems to anyone
even my parents' :(
They wont understand me and will keep on BLA BLA BLA at me :(
That's why i like to kept it to myself
:D

♥♥ should continue my study :)

PIG ! its me =)

2010-11-04T09:26:00.000-07:00

Hey , I'm totally stressed !!
Can you imagine how bad my luck ? its totally F*** =)
I don't know why I cant back to my secondary life
The spirit is gone far far ago :(
HELP ! LOL

I can sleep for 4hours non-stop today
wake up at 9 , sleep back at 12 ...
i wondering who am i now ?
pig ? of human ?
-.-

its time for me study again :(
after exam , dear said will bring me to a trip :)
waiting the day <3>
XOXO

trust ?

2010-11-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

recently learn something that are precious
is the attitude to face this world materiality
the society is change , no more respect and trust
you have to learn the other way in order to survive :)

people do always hate me when the 1st time you meet me
It is because the way i treat people are totally different from other
If you don't know me , you feel that i'm cool
If you know well me , you will feel i'm rude
If you know me more , this is the way that I communicate
I didn't act .. please understand

I don't know how to play trick
but maybe the way make you felt i'm a liar
whoaa ! heart so pain :(
maybe no one will understand me . but i do still stick to my way
i don't hope to change
the more you change , the more people feel you are so FAKE !
so , why don't you ?

p/s : i change just to get the peace

poeple ; stay with me X)

2010-10-31T21:41:00.000-07:00

skipped school today :)
I dont want to go back to school . full of sadness there :(
i don't hoped to see all my friends are studying like hell , and i don't have any mood to study

STUDY mood ; ON please ! ><

yesterday was a memorable day
keep on flash back old memories , it seems sweet me yet suffer me
I do feel I become so matured
and suddenly i feel i got a lot of responsible that fall to me.
heavy , but i can managed it !

hard , doesn't mean suffer :)

2010-10-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

SAD !
my exam is just around the corner , feel so stress and depressed :(
I always want to do the best , but every time the luck not fall on me.
perhaps i should pray more and work hard , only get what i want to get !
hey siuwai ! cheep UP :)

just celebrate my birthday at TGI FRIDAY :) at last sunday
really appreciate them very very much ! aww !! :D
thanks for everything , although i know it not really a special day , but thanks ! :)

people , i do feel I'm lucky ! :)
i get a lot of wish from parents , family , him , her and YOU ^^
but tears do drop on the day :)
haha , again ; thanks :)

problem never will end until you die ; i strongly feel this statement is true..
face is bravely , although it is hard :(
people hate you , doesn't mean you are wrong. the opinion and mind are definitely different , that why people dont like you.
I really do know why you hate me this recently.
maybe you do feel that i'm wrong
but this is my way to study
I don't care you hate me
I don't care how you talk bad and how you show your expression
I only stick to my way
and
I wont change because you
Let stay in this situation :)

Hah , good friend are hard to find ..
although you don't even want to be friend with me.
but i do appreciate that we been friend for past 3 months :)

shall study now :(

he move ; she move .

2010-10-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

Move a step ; i can change everything
Step a feet ; you can know the world what's happening

but one step change your concept of being a human ; do you still continue ?

I'm shocked ! Seriously I don't even think it will happen . I always felt people are easily to exposed to many kind of things , but if we stay with our rules , could it be so easily affected ?
I'm scared and woke up from a little sweet dream. The dream is spoil but through these; let me knew the world was not changing , it was the people heart's ;\

he move ; she move .

2010-10-01T07:40:00.000-07:00

BAD news!
my FINAL exam still got 30 days to go
I need to study 12 subject for my microeconomics
5 subject for mathematics
12 subject for pengajian am
need to manage english; muet 4 component - speaking , listening , writing and reading -
and , i got around 30 subject for my accounts !

I'm mad ! :(

I still very clear mind on my road. It is definitely wont have any changes because i wishes to achieve my goal. No one will knows their future how could it be. Its just a way that you need to search and be happy with your journey. BUT ; few of us will happy because something that we always wishes to achieve most probably will failed. Anyway , smile is the best solution right ? At lease you wont feel other negative thinking's.

I'd decided to become lecturer in economics or account . Could it be ? :)

Well , i know my road still need about 5-6 years. It is a long journey for me to walk . But ,my dear has the different road to go. I'm so worrying about my future with him :( .. It is a SAD news for me when today he tell me that he maybe will go to kampar , perak ; to continue his study after finish his diploma! :( Then , how about me ? :(

I know I'm thinking too far , i should face the current problem ; my exam :(
bye everyone ! :(

change .

2010-09-29T05:55:00.000-07:00

People born to change their life
People born to face their difficulties
but mostly people are doing the wrong thing which they don't know why it is wrong
maybe people must fall down one time , only know how to think twice
AND
I'm one of the people

Sometimes when people grown up in a certain stages , they started to realize what is the real world are. People always love to show-off or even want to get attention from others. Sometimes, if you realize, many people are surrounding you , but there's is just a feeling of loneliness that make you stress or down. Sometimes when you are frustrated or even sad for a problem , you can't even tell people that you trusted how terrible you felt. People are born in this way. No one can overlap the problems by smiling to each other. Admit that people are always love to fall down only know how the pains are. Believe that people are grow by pain , hurt and sad. Through the experience, they know how to change their life better. God create us to know how much suffer for being a human. God create us just to tell us , how does the real world could survive.

people, you must know how to tell people that you are wrong .
people , you must find a solution to solve the problems
although there's no any best solution
but only can reduce the pain

its miracle =)

2010-09-25T07:34:00.000-07:00

people , please tell me that i'm sweet and lovely :)
although I'm look cool and suck when i didn't smile !

oops , I'm fat again ! X(
please when you saw me nest day , tell me that I'm FAT !
ate too much this recently :(
maybe my mummy buy too much of juice and food to me :(

its sweet for me , but leads me fatter and fatter ! ><

sweet day yesterday with him :)
he always makes me happy and just like to fooling me -.-
although i always feel that he is kinda childish , but somehow .. he always follow the way how i spoke and do !
this make us so interesting ^^
people make look at us like stupid or disgusting , so what ?
i don't care .. this is how we communicate and how to remain our relationship ! :)
so dear ~
i LOVE you :)

You dont ever need to know me ; ANTI me TQ

2010-09-23T05:56:00.000-07:00

hey people
IF one day we meet along the road , i would never say HI to you :)

hah ! ANTI me please .

i don't need you to be my friends. In fact , i am Damn HAPPY the day you not at school ; you wont realise , because you wont feel hurts :)
Am i right ? :)
I'm too selfish ! I don't even want you to make me feel bad .
I just want to be happy with my friends except you :D

stay away from me ; :)

Its already 5 days didn't meed with my MAN. Tomorrow will be a special day to us ♥♥
Its our 9th month anniversary ^^
together with him only SWEET and HAPPY :)
many people will ask me a question ; why you choose him instead there's many other guys?
but many people don't even know how much he love me and care me.
the ways that he treat me is perfect , i cannot find another one just like him.
because i ♥ him , this is the fact ! :)

I need a people who ♥ me as i ♥ you

smile !! XD

2010-09-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

Today is Fridayyy !! :)
I ♥ Friday , the only day I study until 12.30 pm :D

Yesterday was a great day for me. Its been long time didn't ate steamboat with them. Feeling kinda different because we still the same ! haha :D 18 years old already but we still ♥ the way we joking and playing :) Sometimes , i will miss the day that we been together. Although we always busy studying and have a lot of new friends accompany us.. BUT , i still miss them much. :)

alright !
end it here!
bye people :D

I feel so sweet :)

2010-09-15T08:38:00.000-07:00

3weeks holidays finally come to the end . This friday school will be reopen for the 1st day! Not only that, i'm totally sad and suffering that saturday is a SCHOOL day ! How sad?! :( .. Btw , this holiday was not as perfect as i think . Its quite boring and suffering ! You wouldn't know how much suffer that staying at home most of the time :( This holidays I only know how to eat sleep and watch tv !

Its not something that enjoyable :(

Hubby sick for few days already. I'm so sad that i couldn't accompany him all the time ! :( *hope hubby don't mind * but today , he came out and accompany me to have lunch ^^ . I feel so sweet and happy today :) and don't know why , today i felt that hubby so handsome and smart ! haha ! :) * i so miss him !! *

shall end here :)
btw ,
my english is so poor, anyone can help me ? TT

:( please go away !

2010-09-12T01:50:00.000-07:00

My boy had sick for 3 days already .
I'm fear and scared ! Maybe he will get aedes..
What should i do ?
I really out of idea. :(
Hoping that he will recover soon !

I'm sorry for keep on worrying you. :(

I really love you GIRLS !

2010-09-08T08:37:00.000-07:00

♥♥ PLEASE forgive for my unmature thinking !
i just cannot control myself , so i would like to post my lovely memorries in here ! :D
listen to 我只在乎你-苏打禄 , doing my f***ing account .
and i miss you all like hell :)

2007 , shing's birthday :)

seminar BM ! haha ^^

shing's birthday again ! 2008 ^^

chrismas ^^ 2009 :)

LOL ! jasmine birthday celebration :)

5 baiduri :) 08/09

2010 ^^

last one : during cheer comp 2010 :)

hah! nice anot ?
i'm sorry fot them that i didn't ask any permission to put their old pic in here ><
but don't worry , my blog isn't many people see :)
just a place where i speak there is no one say NO :D

haha :) , wish everyone happy and goodluck XD

lucky that I meet YOU

2010-09-06T07:51:00.000-07:00

holidays had come to the 3rd day .
I suppose need to go to school for the scout campaign , but for some personal reason .
i skipped it =X *sorry for kahkit ><

whole day i stayed at home and becoming baby-sister :(
but i don't ! keep on sleep at house @@
how many hours been i sleep ?? hmm ...
i think around 13hours ?? i also not sure with it --

holidays has start to him
he promised me will keep fit and i hope i can go out a trip with him ♥♥
but the big problem is i had no money ><

haha! i will promised to save money and keep fit too :)
♥♥

PIranha :)

2010-09-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

been LONG time didn't dating with my beloved .
today was SUNDAY , so we decided went to watch PIRANHA =)
yes!~ i want to watch piranha ! but i didn't brave enough to watch it ! haha!
we had a wonderful day today :)
its not really a special day , but every time with him i feel so warm=)

stupid dear , I <3 you ! :D
enjoy my song :)

生日快乐；妈咪 =)

2010-09-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

happy birthday lovely mummy :)
wish you happy and healthy always
♥

I'm sad :(
you don't even knows my feelings
Silence and KEEP QUIET

blaa``

2010-09-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

I should blind myself for lying myself .
maybe , this would be the perfect solution and answer :)

school holidays is just around the corner ^^
I'm so happy yet so sad :(
Everything need to settle down by these 2 weeks ><
and still , i had no idea's for it ! :(

maybe i should SAY , my homework will never ends :\
HEY ! I SHOULD SMILE and face it strongly! >:)<

beloved having exam this recent day .
hoping him will get PASS on all his subject :)
blessing you all the time XDDD
♥♥ love you :)

they laugh , i cry :(

2010-08-04T02:24:00.000-07:00

tell me i can return to my past

eww! something has happened on this week .
many unhappy thing had come .
even at school , personal , and family has something unhappy situation ..
:( , i hate this part and i hate this week ..

seriously ... i hate my school .
maybe i didn't know how to communicate with her / he .
this problem had became a big issue and it is not complicated .

somehow , people should think wisely .
you can say that i am hard to communicate ..
but there's just your own problems .

so , problems solve?

I hate this SCHOOL :)

I LOVE YOU ♥

2010-08-01T05:43:00.000-07:00

LOVE is in the air :D

DID you realise ? xD

i been long time didn't blogging . HOW was everything ?
did you fine and healthy ? :D
i am extremely finE and happy , because i with him ♥
maybe sometimes he had make me mad of him .
but who CARE'S ?
I deserves it and i willingly to go :)

sometimes i always being selfish , is just because i love you much .
sometimes i always angry you , is just because i don't ever want you to go away .
sometimes i always moody and easily sad , is just because i want you to treat me more good .
sometimes , sometimes ..
but isn't sometimes ? xD

being with you for so many months ,
i hope there is more month with you :)

love you always ,
SiUwaI ♥ KeeliM :)

HEY , come !

2010-07-27T02:40:00.000-07:00

yeehuu , my blog has been become popular again :)
many people started to know this blog in my class , amazing right ?
I'll been put it ASIDE and nobody knows , but NOW
it seem that my blog love to read by everyone , RIGHT? :)

haha , who care's your feeling after reading my blog ?
NO ONE X)
i love to talk anything i like . just keep your mouth and "silent please~"
haha xD

but i wont tell my blog to everyone , who wish to read ,
you should find yourself , haha ~
i should make it more secret :)
my sister will chop me soon if know that i got blog ><

oops , i shouldn't talk so much right now .
my exam is just around the corner and i still haven't prepare myself ! ><
maybe i should splash me some cold water on my face so that i can study !
sick is not a reason .
LAZY is the purpose ! haha xD

♥♥ , hmm .. no matter how lazy am i ..
as long as i think of my MAN
i will feel so happy :)

I so miss you , miss you like crazy ♥♥
:(

should I ?

2010-07-22T06:32:00.000-07:00

hmm , those kind of life not suitable with me.
actually , i am outdated ..
maybe .. i not that busybody ? whatever ,
this is my blog and i should have no wrong right ? xD

yeah , i admit it I am bad !

haha !

run through my form 6 life for a month
maybe it is too many homework and thing to learn
its make me damn sick with it .
although study is very important , but i scared that i cant manage to study all ><
especially Muet and Account ! :(

Maybe i should train myself for independent
maybe i should train myself to study in a right way
or
maybe i just train myself to be more energetic ! :)

cheer Up Low Siu Wai ! xD

~ YOu are my source of energy , stay with me :)

sucks ..

2010-07-17T20:06:00.000-07:00

i was stuck in the 1/4 way in my road .
i was terrible tired and sick with it .
how am i gonna survive ? maybe i should take a rest in this moment .
but i can't , i still got a lot of problem to catch up .
only god bless me .
i was struggling in my way .

if YOU am i , how would you ?
i wishes to tear of my tired and sickness.
so that i can manage to smile and enjoy .

I want to ENJOY more .

YOU are bitch :)

2010-07-16T06:43:00.001-07:00

oh yeah~ fucking here to scold you with NO POINTS
although is NONE OF MY BUSINESS , BUT you are Fucking Bitch !
yeah , YOU are ABSOLUTELY BITCH in PPU lower .
Who do YOU think you are ?
pretty ? amazing ? or POPULAR ?

in my status , you are BITCH :)

oops , not the girl only . thy boy is the main reason .
fuck you~
YOU dont deserve and qualified to in my class .

oops , sorry to say that , its fucking rude
but why don't i feel to stop scolding yOu BOTH ?
BITCH !

♥♥ , love cheer :)

2010-07-10T02:45:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie !~
here am i to touched you and give u a lovely post :)
today is SATURDAY
was my school merentas desa , cheer competition and MR BRAIN birthday ^^
wake up ealr at 6am to go to merenras desa ..
well , i get in top 50 weii ^^ , 39 over 50 ~
well , damm proud to myself XD

went to cheer comp after i had back from taman tasik permaisuri
and i went to have a lunch with my dear , peiying :)
haha~ went there at around 2.15pm~
and we onli watch for 10 team only ~
TT

sunday will go and support MY MURIEL ^^
Although i in cochrane school .
but my heart still in MURIEL ^^

brian's party this night ^^
let's enjoy ♥♥

smile :)

2010-07-03T07:55:00.000-07:00

difficulties should take as a challenges.
fell down doesn't means you already lose.
the pain you gain is just a feelings that you remember and as a remind .
you wont do the mistake twice.
wake up again and be strong.
you will get your awards in the end .

smile :)

my new life ; doesn't had chances to break .

2010-07-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

WELL .. let see whether my blog has been dead for how many days ? o.O
haha~ not pretty less or much , my blog still continue to wrote my past in year 2010 ^^

so , how's everyone life ?
how was your college life ? University life ? working life ?
isn't everyone going their way you wishes ?
for me , i didn't felt anything chosen wrong because i think that my form 6 life was mostly same with college or U life .. * i think :]
the ONLY differences i think was ... UNIFORM :)

phew , recently keep on at classes doing my homework and revision.
luckily i had some people to help me in my studies :)
thanks them , i appreciate your kindness XDD

p/s : my class is the most stressful class , full of homework and difficulties :(

new life = big step on my path way
now my target is to enter local university .
hard , strongly agree , it is hard .. that why i need to change my attitude on my studies ..
wish me goodluck everyone ! xD

oops ! YA !
dont forget to mention my girls in my post .
we had a gathering yesterday at maluri steamboat places .
long time didn't chit-chatting with them already .
feels great ! yeay :)
i hope that we can still continue on next date ;
with my 9 girls , do you think possible ?? =X

my MAN.. hmm, there's is nothing to mention .
ONE word : so far VERY good xDDDD
haha :)

so everything i missed ?
XOXO

Life is beautiful ; Life is miserable

Countdown to the end of 2011

2012 ； 最后的一年？

Merry Belated Christmas Post ?

Complicated

unpredictable

Feelings .

24 hours outing :D

End .

我很笨

money

Idk ; please do respect me

我以为

celebration :D

Bersih 2.0

Report card day :D

sport's day :D

friendship :)

late post xD

what i really need ; you never understand

Done :D

XOXO

who are you in front of your parents ?

random :D

Saturday :)

steamboat :D

rejection

1/10 has finished :D

it doesn't matter :)

:D ; :(

splash !

worst

HOlidays :D

To : a girl who hate me to the max :)

I am great :D

2more days

happy CNY ♥

♥

Happy Birthday :)

Cooler Than Me

Blackberry ♥

Unpredictable

Perception

:D

school life

Happy New Year 2011

Merry Christmas 2010

coming :)

Awesome Gathering !

hey , Home :)

tired

open your eyes

Throw away please ! :(

28 days more ; 4 more weeks !

people ; love me more :D

Bye November , hello December

=)

I ♥ everyday

yes ? No ? i dont know ~

一次

I ♥ my BLOG

PIG ! its me =)

trust ?

poeple ; stay with me X)

hard , doesn't mean suffer :)

he move ; she move .

he move ; she move .

change .

its miracle =)

You dont ever need to know me ; ANTI me TQ

smile !! XD

I feel so sweet :)

:( please go away !

I really love you GIRLS !

lucky that I meet YOU

PIranha :)

生日快乐；妈咪 =)

blaa``

they laugh , i cry :(

I LOVE YOU ♥

2012 ；最后的一年？